Recently I went through a bout of pain and I experienced a unique
vision that I thought might help some of you that are going through
a period of grieving or have in the past grieved over the loss of
a loved one.
I had a hard day at the Food Bank and was hurting in every bone
and joint of my body. I began to pray and seek God for answers to
why I was hurting. I was beginning to wonder how I would go on to
help to feed people when the pain was getting progressively worse.
He told me to envision a clamp that has a closure that is twisted
on. He said to mentally unlock every clamp around every joint and
He said He would take the pain away as I loosed and let it go. (Mat
16:19 KJV) And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of
heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in
heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed
in heaven.
I proceeded to do this starting from my toes all the way up my
body. When I had finished I had no pain anywhere. I slowly relaxed
while still talking and hearing Him in my thoughts.
I began to see what resembled a bank of snow in front of me between
my bed and the door. As I gazed in wonder at what it could be, God
spoke into my spirit and said, "come with me". I walked
off my bed in the spirit and right up the snow bank. I found myself
in a wide valley that was filled with people standing and watching
me as far as I could see. I walked on closer to them and I could
feel a presence at my side as if He was guiding me and I began to
recognize people that had gone before me. I saw people that I knew
that I had known before probably as a child but I did not know their
names and what they had looked like as a young person.
Every one of these people was looking at me with such love in their
eyes. I could feel the love as if a blanket was covering me. I walked
close to a person that I knew was my Mom and she was smiling at
me. She gave me some messages to pass on and I saw my Grandparents
and they were also smiling at me. I was among a host of people that
were so happy. I talked to several people and then I turned to leave.
My guide said that all of our loved ones watched everything we did
on earth and that every time we took a step on the road to fulfilling
what God had called us to do that there was a cheering that went
up of celebration.
I was allowed to hear the cheer that went up because I was in their
midst and it resembled a mighty roar similar to the cheering at
a Braves ballgame only it was because I had been granted the gift
of seeing into heaven. I was told that there was no tears of sadness
there were only tears of joy.
This vision helped me tremendously in that I wanted only to please
my loved ones and Jesus and my God. I say "mine" because
I am allowed to love Him as much as I want too and it brings His
love back to me for me to release it to His people here on earth.
If you get to thinking that no one cares what you do then just
remember your loved ones that are patiently watching you and do
something to make them rejoice over you as you will one day rejoice
over the accomplishments of someone you left behind to mourn you.
Death is not a time of mourning it is a time of graduation if you
have run the race set before you. (Heb 12:1 KJV) Wherefore seeing
we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses,
let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily
beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before
us, If you can become as holy as Jesus, and this is possible then
you do not have to go the way of the grave or to ever taste of death
but for all others then do your job and then go home in peace because
it is time for a promotion. (Mat 5:48 KJV) Be ye therefore perfect,
even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect.
Don't leave this world without God in your life, I beg of you.
Money won't help you there; neither will your name and position
buy you any favors. Only the love of God will help you when your
time comes and believe me all of us will face God one minute in
time that will make the difference for an eternity. Please think
about your life and endeavor to be the best you can be in this earth.
As I returned to my bed God continued to talk to me about love.
He said that love was the quietest of emotions. He said sorrow had
a noise and so did anger. He said even when a person did not say
a word that the vibrations were so loud that they would be heard.
He said that love was the most powerful in that it was so abundant.
(1 Tim 1:14 KJV) And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant
with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus. He said that love
was similar to a very deep river that had no rocks in it. That it
would carve out its bed and rush by without a ripple on its surface
and the only way to judge its force was to see how deep its bed
was and how fast it rushed by.
He said that this love could wash away all sorrow and all anger
and envy and any other negative emotion that I could name, by its
sheer volume. He said that love came from Him and was poured on
all of us equally and how much love we demonstrated in our life
was determined by how much we ourselves allowed to pour into our
lives from Him. (John 3:16 KJV) For God so loved the world, that
he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should
not perish, but have everlasting life.
He showed me that the reason that the families that had fallen
apart was because they chose not to receive Him. He had not abandoned
them but they had rejected Him. If you love God with all your heart
then the abundance that He pours into you will fill every pore of
your body and will heal your land and all obstacles in your path
will be swept away by its volume.
As mighty rivers can't be tamed neither can the love of God be
extinguished in a heart that is opened to receive Him. We have many
people that say that no one loves them when it is themselves that
have closed the way to their hearts, The love of God can make a
desert bloom and a seed begin to sprout. If you can't see God in
your life then look at the beauty that He has placed before you
and know that He created this beauty just for you and because He
loves you.
God owns everything that is in this world and everyone in this
world has free choice whether to serve Him or not. This sounds too
much like a slave but it isn't that. The slaves in Jesus' time had
masters that were sometimes better to them than their own families
and when their time was up they could choose to leave or stay. If
they chose to stay then their ear was pierced to show that they
stayed of their own free will. (Deu 15:17 KJV) Then thou shalt take
an awl, and thrust it through his ear unto the door, and he shall
be thy servant for ever. And also unto thy maidservant thou shalt
do likewise. (Exo 21:6 KJV) Then his master shall bring him unto
the judges; he shall also bring him to the door, or unto the door
post; and his master shall bore his ear through with an awl; and
he shall serve him for ever. When you decide to stay under God's
rule it must be because of your own free will . You must desire
to be His, to let Him be the Master of your life because you love
Him so much. This will lead to a change in your life and a piercing
of your soul. Your countenance will change and an inner beauty will
become yours. You won't keep worrying over your appearance because
it is the vessel that God assigned to you to house your soul and
as such you are to keep it in good repair and allow God free reign
over this body to heal and protect it for your comfort. (1 Th 4:4
KJV) That every one of you should know how to possess his vessel
in sanctification and honour;
Everyone that is born into this world has a job to do and it is
obvious that they do not know of this job because of the state that
the world is in. Everyone is born with a veil over their face that
stops them from seeing into the spiritual world but with prayer
this veil is removed. You can also see into the spiritual world
with drugs as has been formerly demonstrated but this way in only
allows you to see into the demon world and is usually terrifying
to the individual. If God shows you the spiritual world then it
is never scary or without purpose as it is to the schizophrenic.
We live in a society that judges you to be mentally ill if you can
hear voices not differentiating between good and evil.
Being in the spirit with God will make you mentally smarter and
more humble than before. You can judge the spirit by the fruits
it bears. (Gal 5:22 KJV) But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy,
peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, God would never
tell you to hurt this physical body that he gave you and would never
have you demonstrate any behavior that would dishonor Him. There
is such a taboo about talking to God that people are afraid of it
as was foretold would happen in these days but if you wish this
close walk with God then you can have it, just allow Him to love
you and draw close to Him in the spirit.
Thank you for your time and I hope you can learn from some of the
things on this table.